One thing that stands out though, that "God is love"...
That's a very common thing to say,many people say it, it's basically a cliche. But to sit down, with Ministry of Healing, the Bible, my journal and with the "much needed" aid of the Holy Spirit, while meditating and praying, I saw...that God truly is love. And love is God. Although I may slip and fall, all muddy and dirty I may be, His loving hands is stretched out as He offers to pick me up. And if I'm smart enough I'll take hold of his tender hands and get up. And amazingly, as He has "full"grasp of me, at once He cleanses me of all my filthiness, and from muddy and dirty with His robe of righteousness put on me I'm fresh, white and clean. But if I choose not to lay hold of His hand, with tears in His eyes He pleads that I give Him my hands, for His heart breaks to see me so loathsome, He desires to pick me up and make me clean...He also have given freedom of choice, because He's so loving. And if I continue to reject and push away, and say no to the Lord, He will go away, pained in heart of the hardness and coldness of my heart. As Jesus has left the old devil now has sway over me, and it would be better had I not be born.
How can I do such a thing?
How can I have such a cold, hard heart?
But when I sin I;m pushing Him away, until He goes, (because, only because of me). No more tender hands, tearful eyes, and His loving heart...And to think if that happens, (and it wouldn't by God's grace) I will still have a place in His heart, He will never forget me. That's love. God is the definition of love. That's the love that I long for,...I "will" to love as Jesus loves.
*Journal entry (4-16-14)
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